1. |
true owl (intro)
02:46
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I'm still waiting
For something to
Come to me like
Revolution
And I'm still staying
Here to see the
Resolution
And if you say goodbye to me
I'll do my best to let you leave
But don't you turn and look at me
I couldn't stand to watch you leave
Now I'm here to stay
Not for the truth I lost
But resolution
And I stayed here 'cause
I wanted to find
A resolution
And if you say goodbye to me
I'll do my best to let you leave
But don't you turn and look at me
I couldn't stand to watch you leave
Once I had a thought
That I could keep safe from
All the exclusion
But now I'm waiting
Here to see the
God damn fucking resolution
And if you say goodbye to me
I swear to god I'll let you leave
But don't you turn and look at me
I couldn't stand to watch you leave
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2. |
ftl
02:13
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I get it
You don't have to tell me
Again and again
I get the point
But maybe there's something
About my reaction
That tells you something right
(Yeah...)
I don't know about that
I know it's not affection I lack
Maybe something deeper than that
Maybe something I need to
Give all my attention
I was running fucking fast
In the wrong direction
I was held
I was a hostage
Of my perspective
Don't tell me there's nothing
A lesson or something
To hold onto tonight
You act like you're above it
You know that you're nothing
As long as you hold the knife
(Woo!)
Don't give me that crap
Never empathy that I lacked
Everything's so white
And it's black
In your eyes
And I realized
I don't care if you know
(Don't care if you don't know)
I was running fucking fast
In the wrong direction
I was held
I was a hostage
Of my perspective
You get what you get
And, well, tough luck
A shit hand
You learn to live with it
Not fighting against it
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3. |
no romance
02:17
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I want you in my room
When the daylight ends
I know I gotta let you go
I know we're friends
I know you're heart's taken
Yeah, I know that dance
But I'm looking at you
Yeah, I'm looking at you
And I don't even know
What's your favorite band?
I don't know what
Your favorite color is
But damn you've got me
In a vice grip
Got me in a mindset
Got me kinda lovesick
Oh, let me not be in love
Again
Oh, tell me I'm not falling
For a friend again
I can't help myself
Let's get out of here
I want you by my side
Not just in my head
I wanna take you out
Wanna see you dress
I want you so close
You can feel my breath
Yeah, I'm looking at you
But you'd never guess
Maybe you would
Do you see me too?
I don't take hints well
So if you do
Just tell me
Push me up against the wall
And tell me
You can feel it after all
Oh, let me not be in love
Again
Oh, tell me I'm not falling
For a friend again
I can't help myself
Let's get out of here
Woah
Oh, please be in love
With me too
Ooh
Oh, please tell me
That you're falling
I can't get myself
To tell you we should
Get out of here
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4. |
sway
03:15
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I couldn't do it by myself
If I wanted to
Don't feel a rhythm when
They say "Bee, I love you"
And I wish I could
Show you inside
She said
"I hope you use this time
To find closure
And you can't let
Your inhibitions take over"
So I turned to myself and sighed
There's a color here
I've never seen before
And if you listen close
You can hear it in your heart
I heard your call
As you move
Dancing to the beat
Of the Earth and you
And if you fall
As you do
I won't be the one
To nurture you
I never got to savor this
But I won't let that hold me back
I know there's resolution
Hidden here somewhere
But I can't find it
So I'm just going nowhere
And I
Just want to be alright
There's a color here
I've never seen before
And if you listen close
You can hear it in your heart
I heard your call
As you move
Dancing to the beat
Of the Earth and you
And if you fall
As you do
I won't be the one
To nurture you
I never got to savor this
But I won't let that hold me back
I never got to savor this
(I heard your call)
(I heard your call)
(I heard your call)
(I heard your call)
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5. |
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Everything is as I see
I can feel the earth shift around me as I speak
(Hey, hey)
You took the world away from me
Will you have my back when it crumbles on my feet
And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to start it
But I'm not gonna let myself
Become a target
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear
If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next
If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next
This is who I wanna be
I don't wanna go
But I got to leave
It's just the way it has to be
If I leave you hurt
Out the blame on me
And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to end it
And I swear I will do my best
To try and mend it
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear
(Can you show me how to grieve?
Why am I always so naive?
Should I bother to believe?
Or is it better if I leave?)
(Can you show me how to grieve?
I can't breathe
Why am I always so naive?
It's just me
Should I bother to believe?
I can't see
Or is it better if I leave?)
(One, two, three, four)
Can you show me where you go when the lights out
Can you bring me to the place that you hide now
Can you show me how to breathe
'Cause I'm not as strong as I used to be and
You know I can hold the fort down
But do you hold me close
When you're running around
Don't try to lie or deny it
I know where you've been tonight
So I'm asking you now
If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next
If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next
Everything ain't as it seems
Tried to change the world
But the world changed me
You left me bleeding on the floor
Lying on the glass
I can't do this anymore
But there's a couple things
About me that you'd better know
That if I find a guy like you
I'm never letting go
I'll never leave
Never cause you any harm
And the only way I'll go
Is if I die inside your arms
If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last If I'm not around?
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next
If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next
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6. |
on tape
03:45
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[You ever, like, have to do something even remotely confrontational and then your whole body just starts shaking?]
Let's recall
The silence of our kiss
And worst of all
You knew what silence is
And what it means to me
And how it makes me
Breathe unevenly
But did you even
Know that about me?
When I told you
That I loved you
I meant it
And when you told me
That you loved me
You took the meaning
And you bent it
All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
The things that
We did to get here
'Cause we were the frost
That melts away
When the ocean is burning down
And lost
Is everything
That we once knew
And now it's all
It needs to be
Just broken memories
And stupid in-jokes
I guess I do still
Kinda miss those
And when I told you
That I missed you
I faked
And when you told me
That you missed me too
I knew that I was still addicted
All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here
Oh, oh
I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?
It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?
It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient
All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here
Oh, I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?
It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?
It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient
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7. |
x2 dose
03:34
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The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive
I hope all these beautiful memories
Aren't ruined by the clothes
I'm wearing right now
(Let your body eat you up)
I did something wrong today
And I meant it in the right way
And I don't know how to say this
In a polite way
But I'm a lightweight
And I overdose the truth
If I had it my way
I'd overdose on you
I'd tell you what I hold back
Every time I get close to you
(Is it true or does it live
In a daydream?)
If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur
I could never figure it out myself
Maybe I'm the weakness
Giving you hell
Maybe I'm the void in your chest
That you've been trying to fill
And now we're breaking our hands
Just to make it work
I guess broken bones
Are what we deserve
And now I can't hold on
'Cause my grip is gone
And all I'm left with
Is silence in a daydream
If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur
Slow down
I can feel your gaze
Slipping through the cracks
Along my skin as I
Struggle to breathe
Know now
It takes a lot to walk away
It takes a lot to be the change
Every day
If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur
The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive
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8. |
lake city quiet pills
02:45
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I fell asleep
With my head on your chest
And if I knew that'd be the last time
I would never have left
and I'd never guess
That the one on your bed
was just a part of your ego
Not a part of your head
Oh how we danced
When they broke up
On the phone
I was tired of affection being
Passed on the side of the road
And I couldn't know
All the changes to come
I wish I was realistic
But I was too young
I fell in love
With your lust
And your drug
But they're one in the same
When they both kill your lungs
You call me names and
You call me jaded
Oh I'm more than a little frustrated
I had a dream
You were back in my room
And I was happy to have had you
But I knew that I didn't want to
But I settled back
Let my mind take the wheel
If I avoided unreality
I'd murder the real life
I feel the difference
When I wake up excited
I can feel the distance
In-between selfish greed
And the want to be loved
In the absence of green
You call me names and
You call me jaded
Oh I'm more than a little frustrated
(Oh I'm more than a little frustrated)
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9. |
gold medal
02:16
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Does my outfit
Make you want to
Ask me a question
Give me attention
Uh
Only you could cut the tension
Only you could cut the tension
Where's the dog at?
Where's the dog at?
(Screaming)
Take it back down
To the most basic level
Now look at you
You earned a gold medal
You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In the right hands
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In my red hands
Does my face
Match my mood?
Does my mood
Match my tone?
Does my tone
Match my face?
No
I look so incredibly
Out of place
Does my outfit
Answer your question?
What did you want to know
In the first place?
Gold medal
You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In the wrong hands
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In my red hands
(Yeah you earned a gold medal)
Yeah
You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices
I don't wanna do anything
I just wanna reap
I just wanna see
And I just wanna sleep
I just want results
I don't wanna work
You answer to my accomplices
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10. |
clout dracula
04:17
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popstar
blow me off
wanna come to my show?
well, i guess not
and i thought i got caught
under your inbox
but now i think you hate my guts
rockstar
what the fuck?
i just wanna be your friend
am i cool enough?
i just wanna pretend i can do it but
i guess i'm the recluse
i knew i was
you're so superficial
at least now i know
i just wanna know why
you never hit me back
are you just too busy
or is it something that i lack?
i know i'm weird but i just
wanted a fucking chance
can't you just give me that?
pop-tart
popping up
everywhere that i go
yeah i've had enough
never been a fan of strawberry syrup
yeah you're not the first one
i know you're nice to me
but it's kinda mean
when you're stringing me along
is that wrong of me?
am i nothing to you?
you're everything to me
you're so superficial
at least now i finally know
oh, surely you're tired
of pretending to be friends
is this forever?
will this two-step ever end?
will things get better
if i ignore them forever?
i wouldn't trust you
if you said it would
although i'm desperate
if i lie to myself
i'll go right back to that neighborhood
when i close my eyelids
i can still see violet
yeah
(i see silence beneath my eyelids)
(oh, oh)
(fighting, violence)
(never in control)
(i see silence beneath my eyelids)
(oh, oh)
(fighting, violence)
(never in control)
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11. |
featherbrain
03:56
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You say it's not you
You say it's someone else
But how do i know
When it's coming out your mouth?
You say she's got friends
Yeah, people I don't know
But her face is the one
That waits for me to come home
How do I know
When it's really you?
Will you tell me words
That will make me fall
In love with you?
And I don't know
What to think
I don't know what to do
That's when a teenage crush
Gets a little bit ugly
And I didn't give up
'Cause I knew that you loved me
And that's all that mattered
To me
I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
But doesn't know me
She's looking at me
Like I'm an alien
I'm hard to displease
Just treat me with respect
Don't know what you don't get
Is that stupid to expect?
Just tell me what you want
Just tell me what you're here for
Is it anything more
Than self destruction?
Is it anything more
Than acting out?
I guess it is by now
I can tell that
You mean it now
I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
And does bad things
Somehow I'm the one
Who's the alien
Yeah
I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Baby, would you
Hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I've seen
Somebody that looks just like you
Still scares me
And I feel like I'm an alien
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12. |
jacqueline
03:28
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Oh, I can't fall asleep
'Cause I'm thinking about
All of the bad dreams
That I had when you would
Tell me I was everything
And now I lay down
And all I see are sheep
And subtle things
To remind me that
I'm nowhere near
Where you left me
Last year
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter
Oh, I hoped, honestly
I was thinking about
All of the wrong things
Maybe something was
Just off with my perspective
And now I think
I see everything so
Crystal ever-clear
Makes me wonder why
I ever turned the nightmare
On myself
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter
(Vocalizing)
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter
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13. |
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can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like just falling asleep
i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy
its not easy
can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like fucking fall asleep
i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy
when nobody's watching i
just stay in my head all night
it's 3am
i gotta wake up again
i gotta fake it pretend
like i'm not still asleep
i'm not falling apart
no jumprope in my heart
my body's gonna give out
on me
i know it's bad for me
this make believe
what's truth for you
are lies for me
so i just want autonomy
and i have to be patient
she'd wake up at
a reasonable hour
maybe take a shower
if i could allow her
she'd make herself a meal
and it tastes fine
spent a minute online
make it ???
but she's probably busy
staring at the ceiling
probably isn't feeling
busy doing nothing
she could be productive
maybe even happy
spending time with her friends
smiling and laughing
it's easier said than done
it's easier said than done
how do i block it out in a way
that's more selfish than this?
i don't think such a method exists
i turned to recluse
and self-diffusion
to solve for answers
with synthetic solutions
and swim down
to lows beneath
all the places
that the light couldn't reach
if you
break through
somehow you reach me
get rid of these leeches
eating love for food
leaving selfish isolationist attitude
i want you around me
so badly, so badly
you're chosen family
you kill the bad things
i don't know what to say
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14. |
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I don't know how you sleep at night
Can you teach me?
I can't keep living like this
I know somethings gotta change
I've been like this for years
And now I'm feeling kinda strange
I feel it catching up to me
I think I'm gonna die
It's been so long since I could
Stay asleep through the night
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15. |
pet / dear distance
04:55
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I see banshees in the night
All they wanna do is fight
Like it's so black and white
There's warmer tones
From the candlelight
Beware the Fahrenheit
It darkens you like
A day to night
Beware the Fahrenheit
Beware the Fahrenheit
It's a parasite
Don't leave me on my own
I can't make it out alone
I just need a new home
I cannot believe
This is your mission
I'm just a pet that
You keep in your room
You give me love
And you give me food
Never let my collar be removed
I don't even know what I would do
I'm just a pet that
You keep in your room
You give me love
And you keep me groomed
Don't know what to do
When you set me loose
Don't know any other life
But you
I'm just a pet that
You keep in your room
You give me love
And you keep me groomed
Don't know what to do
When you set me loose
Don't know any other life
But you
You've fallen in your own trap
You've fallen in your own trap
Haven't you?
I know you're on your own track
But now I need my life back
I watched you turn
Into a whole other person
I know that's your problem
I know that it worsened
Where do you go?
I'm sick of the silence
I just want to know you
I just want inside
But you need my warmth
More than I need your violence
I wanted it to die
Let that sink it
(Oh, don't leave me on my own)
I know there's something
Left for you
(I can't make it out alone)
I know there's something
Out there for you
(Don't leave me on my own)
I know there's something
Left for you
(I can't make it out alone)
I know there's something
Out there for you
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