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I know there's something left for you

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1.
I'm still waiting For something to Come to me like Revolution And I'm still staying Here to see the Resolution And if you say goodbye to me I'll do my best to let you leave But don't you turn and look at me I couldn't stand to watch you leave Now I'm here to stay Not for the truth I lost But resolution And I stayed here 'cause I wanted to find A resolution And if you say goodbye to me I'll do my best to let you leave But don't you turn and look at me I couldn't stand to watch you leave Once I had a thought That I could keep safe from All the exclusion But now I'm waiting Here to see the God damn fucking resolution And if you say goodbye to me I swear to god I'll let you leave But don't you turn and look at me I couldn't stand to watch you leave
2.
ftl 02:13
I get it You don't have to tell me Again and again I get the point But maybe there's something About my reaction That tells you something right (Yeah...) I don't know about that I know it's not affection I lack Maybe something deeper than that Maybe something I need to Give all my attention I was running fucking fast In the wrong direction I was held I was a hostage Of my perspective Don't tell me there's nothing A lesson or something To hold onto tonight You act like you're above it You know that you're nothing As long as you hold the knife (Woo!) Don't give me that crap Never empathy that I lacked Everything's so white And it's black In your eyes And I realized I don't care if you know (Don't care if you don't know) I was running fucking fast In the wrong direction I was held I was a hostage Of my perspective You get what you get And, well, tough luck A shit hand You learn to live with it Not fighting against it
3.
no romance 02:17
I want you in my room When the daylight ends I know I gotta let you go I know we're friends I know you're heart's taken Yeah, I know that dance But I'm looking at you Yeah, I'm looking at you And I don't even know What's your favorite band? I don't know what Your favorite color is But damn you've got me In a vice grip Got me in a mindset Got me kinda lovesick Oh, let me not be in love Again Oh, tell me I'm not falling For a friend again I can't help myself Let's get out of here I want you by my side Not just in my head I wanna take you out Wanna see you dress I want you so close You can feel my breath Yeah, I'm looking at you But you'd never guess Maybe you would Do you see me too? I don't take hints well So if you do Just tell me Push me up against the wall And tell me You can feel it after all Oh, let me not be in love Again Oh, tell me I'm not falling For a friend again I can't help myself Let's get out of here Woah Oh, please be in love With me too Ooh Oh, please tell me That you're falling I can't get myself To tell you we should Get out of here
4.
sway 03:15
I couldn't do it by myself If I wanted to Don't feel a rhythm when They say "Bee, I love you" And I wish I could Show you inside She said "I hope you use this time To find closure And you can't let Your inhibitions take over" So I turned to myself and sighed There's a color here I've never seen before And if you listen close You can hear it in your heart I heard your call As you move Dancing to the beat Of the Earth and you And if you fall As you do I won't be the one To nurture you I never got to savor this But I won't let that hold me back I know there's resolution Hidden here somewhere But I can't find it So I'm just going nowhere And I Just want to be alright There's a color here I've never seen before And if you listen close You can hear it in your heart I heard your call As you move Dancing to the beat Of the Earth and you And if you fall As you do I won't be the one To nurture you I never got to savor this But I won't let that hold me back I never got to savor this (I heard your call) (I heard your call) (I heard your call) (I heard your call)
5.
Everything is as I see I can feel the earth shift around me as I speak (Hey, hey) You took the world away from me Will you have my back when it crumbles on my feet And I don't wanna be the guy Who has to start it But I'm not gonna let myself Become a target I know there's magic in the air And I know you can feel it there But I don't wanna disappear If I go Will you hold the fort down? Will we last if I'm not around? if I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next If I go Will you hold the fort down? 'cause I need some time to figure All my feelings out If I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next This is who I wanna be I don't wanna go But I got to leave It's just the way it has to be If I leave you hurt Out the blame on me And I don't wanna be the guy Who has to end it And I swear I will do my best To try and mend it I know there's magic in the air And I know you can feel it there But I don't wanna disappear (Can you show me how to grieve? Why am I always so naive? Should I bother to believe? Or is it better if I leave?) (Can you show me how to grieve? I can't breathe Why am I always so naive? It's just me Should I bother to believe? I can't see Or is it better if I leave?) (One, two, three, four) Can you show me where you go when the lights out Can you bring me to the place that you hide now Can you show me how to breathe 'Cause I'm not as strong as I used to be and You know I can hold the fort down But do you hold me close When you're running around Don't try to lie or deny it I know where you've been tonight So I'm asking you now If I go Will you hold the fort down? Will we last if I'm not around? if I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next If I go Will you hold the fort down? 'cause I need some time to figure All my feelings out If I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next Everything ain't as it seems Tried to change the world But the world changed me You left me bleeding on the floor Lying on the glass I can't do this anymore But there's a couple things About me that you'd better know That if I find a guy like you I'm never letting go I'll never leave Never cause you any harm And the only way I'll go Is if I die inside your arms If I go Will you hold the fort down? Will we last If I'm not around? If I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next If I go Will you hold the fort down? 'cause I need some time to figure All my feelings out If I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next
6.
on tape 03:45
[You ever, like, have to do something even remotely confrontational and then your whole body just starts shaking?] Let's recall The silence of our kiss And worst of all You knew what silence is And what it means to me And how it makes me Breathe unevenly But did you even Know that about me? When I told you That I loved you I meant it And when you told me That you loved me You took the meaning And you bent it All in all I let go of my fear But let's recall The things that We did to get here 'Cause we were the frost That melts away When the ocean is burning down And lost Is everything That we once knew And now it's all It needs to be Just broken memories And stupid in-jokes I guess I do still Kinda miss those And when I told you That I missed you I faked And when you told me That you missed me too I knew that I was still addicted All in all I let go of my fear But let's recall That I'm not the reason We find ourselves here Oh, oh I'm not the reason You know we're the reason Don't you? Did I ever even know you? It's so nice Sitting in the light From the stars And the satellites Wonder if you're mine In a past or A second life Can I get there If I am patient? It's so nice Looking at a view of behind With my broken eyes But I have seen the sights Of a thousand other lives I got here 'cause I was patient All in all I let go of my fear But let's recall That I'm not the reason We find ourselves here Oh, I'm not the reason You know we're the reason Don't you? Did I ever even know you? It's so nice Sitting in the light From the stars And the satellites Wonder if you're mine In a past or A second life Can I get there If I am patient? It's so nice Looking at a view of behind With my broken eyes But I have seen the sights Of a thousand other lives I got here 'cause I was patient
7.
x2 dose 03:34
The broken glass From the microwave Is reflecting your glow tonight Your eyes are telling me That I'm alive I hope all these beautiful memories Aren't ruined by the clothes I'm wearing right now (Let your body eat you up) I did something wrong today And I meant it in the right way And I don't know how to say this In a polite way But I'm a lightweight And I overdose the truth If I had it my way I'd overdose on you I'd tell you what I hold back Every time I get close to you (Is it true or does it live In a daydream?) If I die tonight Can I lay my head down Knowing it was alright? Lesson learned Douleur I could never figure it out myself Maybe I'm the weakness Giving you hell Maybe I'm the void in your chest That you've been trying to fill And now we're breaking our hands Just to make it work I guess broken bones Are what we deserve And now I can't hold on 'Cause my grip is gone And all I'm left with Is silence in a daydream If I die tonight Can I lay my head down Knowing it was alright? Lesson learned Douleur Slow down I can feel your gaze Slipping through the cracks Along my skin as I Struggle to breathe Know now It takes a lot to walk away It takes a lot to be the change Every day If I die tonight Can I lay my head down Knowing it was alright? Lesson learned Douleur The broken glass From the microwave Is reflecting your glow tonight Your eyes are telling me That I'm alive
8.
I fell asleep With my head on your chest And if I knew that'd be the last time I would never have left and I'd never guess That the one on your bed was just a part of your ego Not a part of your head Oh how we danced When they broke up On the phone I was tired of affection being Passed on the side of the road And I couldn't know All the changes to come I wish I was realistic But I was too young I fell in love With your lust And your drug But they're one in the same When they both kill your lungs You call me names and You call me jaded Oh I'm more than a little frustrated I had a dream You were back in my room And I was happy to have had you But I knew that I didn't want to But I settled back Let my mind take the wheel If I avoided unreality I'd murder the real life I feel the difference When I wake up excited I can feel the distance In-between selfish greed And the want to be loved In the absence of green You call me names and You call me jaded Oh I'm more than a little frustrated (Oh I'm more than a little frustrated)
9.
gold medal 02:16
Does my outfit Make you want to Ask me a question Give me attention Uh Only you could cut the tension Only you could cut the tension Where's the dog at? Where's the dog at? (Screaming) Take it back down To the most basic level Now look at you You earned a gold medal You earned a new shiny gold one Hand it over And no one gets hurt I wanna steal your accomplishments You answer to my accomplices I got some big guns I got some big guns In the right hands I got some big guns I got some big guns In my red hands Does my face Match my mood? Does my mood Match my tone? Does my tone Match my face? No I look so incredibly Out of place Does my outfit Answer your question? What did you want to know In the first place? Gold medal You earned a new shiny gold one Hand it over And no one gets hurt I wanna steal your accomplishments You answer to my accomplices I got some big guns I got some big guns In the wrong hands I got some big guns I got some big guns In my red hands (Yeah you earned a gold medal) Yeah You earned a new shiny gold one Hand it over And no one gets hurt I wanna steal your accomplishments You answer to my accomplices I don't wanna do anything I just wanna reap I just wanna see And I just wanna sleep I just want results I don't wanna work You answer to my accomplices
10.
popstar blow me off wanna come to my show? well, i guess not and i thought i got caught under your inbox but now i think you hate my guts rockstar what the fuck? i just wanna be your friend am i cool enough? i just wanna pretend i can do it but i guess i'm the recluse i knew i was you're so superficial at least now i know i just wanna know why you never hit me back are you just too busy or is it something that i lack? i know i'm weird but i just wanted a fucking chance can't you just give me that? pop-tart popping up everywhere that i go yeah i've had enough never been a fan of strawberry syrup yeah you're not the first one i know you're nice to me but it's kinda mean when you're stringing me along is that wrong of me? am i nothing to you? you're everything to me you're so superficial at least now i finally know oh, surely you're tired of pretending to be friends is this forever? will this two-step ever end? will things get better if i ignore them forever? i wouldn't trust you if you said it would although i'm desperate if i lie to myself i'll go right back to that neighborhood when i close my eyelids i can still see violet yeah (i see silence beneath my eyelids) (oh, oh) (fighting, violence) (never in control) (i see silence beneath my eyelids) (oh, oh) (fighting, violence) (never in control)
11.
featherbrain 03:56
You say it's not you You say it's someone else But how do i know When it's coming out your mouth? You say she's got friends Yeah, people I don't know But her face is the one That waits for me to come home How do I know When it's really you? Will you tell me words That will make me fall In love with you? And I don't know What to think I don't know what to do That's when a teenage crush Gets a little bit ugly And I didn't give up 'Cause I knew that you loved me And that's all that mattered To me I thought I didn't know you before But now you've turned Into an alien Will you hunt me like a wolf Or pick at me like an avian? I can't believe what I see A person that looks just like you But doesn't know me She's looking at me Like I'm an alien I'm hard to displease Just treat me with respect Don't know what you don't get Is that stupid to expect? Just tell me what you want Just tell me what you're here for Is it anything more Than self destruction? Is it anything more Than acting out? I guess it is by now I can tell that You mean it now I thought I didn't know you before But now you've turned Into an alien Will you hunt me like a wolf Or pick at me like an avian? I can't believe what I see A person that looks just like you And does bad things Somehow I'm the one Who's the alien Yeah I thought I didn't know you before But now you've turned Into an alien Baby, would you Hunt me like a wolf Or pick at me like an avian? I can't believe what I've seen Somebody that looks just like you Still scares me And I feel like I'm an alien
12.
jacqueline 03:28
Oh, I can't fall asleep 'Cause I'm thinking about All of the bad dreams That I had when you would Tell me I was everything And now I lay down And all I see are sheep And subtle things To remind me that I'm nowhere near Where you left me Last year La-da-da-ee Da-da-da I don't want to fall apart La-da-da-ee Da-da-da I ignored the alarm La-da-da-ee Da-da-da Take back your patterns My mindset is better Know I can Forgetter Forgetter, forgetter Oh, I hoped, honestly I was thinking about All of the wrong things Maybe something was Just off with my perspective And now I think I see everything so Crystal ever-clear Makes me wonder why I ever turned the nightmare On myself La-da-da-ee Da-da-da I don't want to fall apart La-da-da-ee Da-da-da I ignored the alarm La-da-da-ee Da-da-da Take back your patterns My mindset is better Know I can Forgetter Forgetter, forgetter (Vocalizing) La-da-da-ee Da-da-da I don't want to fall apart La-da-da-ee Da-da-da I ignored the alarm La-da-da-ee Da-da-da Take back your patterns My mindset is better Know I can Forgetter Forgetter, forgetter
13.
can't fall asleep i think i just need to eat i shouldn't go to bed at 3 i should just brush my teeth i'm sick of dreams where i feel seventeen i can't do anything like just falling asleep i know it's bad for me tomorrow i promise i'll take better care of myself but its not easy its not easy can't fall asleep i think i just need to eat i shouldn't go to bed at 3 i should just brush my teeth i'm sick of dreams where i feel seventeen i can't do anything like fucking fall asleep i know it's bad for me tomorrow i promise i'll take better care of myself but its not easy when nobody's watching i just stay in my head all night it's 3am i gotta wake up again i gotta fake it pretend like i'm not still asleep i'm not falling apart no jumprope in my heart my body's gonna give out on me i know it's bad for me this make believe what's truth for you are lies for me so i just want autonomy and i have to be patient she'd wake up at a reasonable hour maybe take a shower if i could allow her she'd make herself a meal and it tastes fine spent a minute online make it ??? but she's probably busy staring at the ceiling probably isn't feeling busy doing nothing she could be productive maybe even happy spending time with her friends smiling and laughing it's easier said than done it's easier said than done how do i block it out in a way that's more selfish than this? i don't think such a method exists i turned to recluse and self-diffusion to solve for answers with synthetic solutions and swim down to lows beneath all the places that the light couldn't reach if you break through somehow you reach me get rid of these leeches eating love for food leaving selfish isolationist attitude i want you around me so badly, so badly you're chosen family you kill the bad things i don't know what to say
14.
I don't know how you sleep at night Can you teach me? I can't keep living like this I know somethings gotta change I've been like this for years And now I'm feeling kinda strange I feel it catching up to me I think I'm gonna die It's been so long since I could Stay asleep through the night
15.
I see banshees in the night All they wanna do is fight Like it's so black and white There's warmer tones From the candlelight Beware the Fahrenheit It darkens you like A day to night Beware the Fahrenheit Beware the Fahrenheit It's a parasite Don't leave me on my own I can't make it out alone I just need a new home I cannot believe This is your mission I'm just a pet that You keep in your room You give me love And you give me food Never let my collar be removed I don't even know what I would do I'm just a pet that You keep in your room You give me love And you keep me groomed Don't know what to do When you set me loose Don't know any other life But you I'm just a pet that You keep in your room You give me love And you keep me groomed Don't know what to do When you set me loose Don't know any other life But you You've fallen in your own trap You've fallen in your own trap Haven't you? I know you're on your own track But now I need my life back I watched you turn Into a whole other person I know that's your problem I know that it worsened Where do you go? I'm sick of the silence I just want to know you I just want inside But you need my warmth More than I need your violence I wanted it to die Let that sink it (Oh, don't leave me on my own) I know there's something Left for you (I can't make it out alone) I know there's something Out there for you (Don't leave me on my own) I know there's something Left for you (I can't make it out alone) I know there's something Out there for you

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a 15 track album from dynastic
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this album is the culmination of everything life has thrown at me at every milestone.

it's my perspective on healing, but it's also a dance to the beat of trauma. to me, this is a reminder that we all have a journey, and a little bit of a 'fuck you' to the past.

i hope that no matter what, you know that there is always something, someone, or somewhere there for you.

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released February 4, 2022

artwork by shirin of goop house

the whispers of my past whistling the tune of a spiteful little jig

happy tears from cvnvvn & me.exe
shoutout tri-fi for being a really good strain

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