IKTSLFY Deluxe Edition

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1.
I'm still waiting For something to Come to me like Revolution And I'm still staying Here to see the Resolution And if you say goodbye to me I'll do my best to let you leave But don't you turn and look at me I couldn't stand to watch you leave Now I'm here to stay Not for the truth I lost But resolution And I stayed here 'cause I wanted to find A resolution And if you say goodbye to me I'll do my best to let you leave But don't you turn and look at me I couldn't stand to watch you leave Once I had a thought That I could keep safe from All the exclusion But now I'm waiting Here to see the God damn fucking resolution And if you say goodbye to me I swear to god I'll let you leave But don't you turn and look at me I couldn't stand to watch you leave
2.
ftl 02:13
I get it You don't have to tell me Again and again I get the point But maybe there's something About my reaction That tells you something right (Yeah...) I don't know about that I know it's not affection I lack Maybe something deeper than that Maybe something I need to Give all my attention I was running fucking fast In the wrong direction I was held I was a hostage Of my perspective Don't tell me there's nothing A lesson or something To hold onto tonight You act like you're above it You know that you're nothing As long as you hold the knife (Woo!) Don't give me that crap Never empathy that I lacked Everything's so white And it's black In your eyes And I realized I don't care if you know (Don't care if you don't know) I was running fucking fast In the wrong direction I was held I was a hostage Of my perspective You get what you get And, well, tough luck A shit hand You learn to live with it Not fighting against it
3.
no romance 02:17
I want you in my room When the daylight ends I know I gotta let you go I know we're friends I know you're heart's taken Yeah, I know that dance But I'm looking at you Yeah, I'm looking at you And I don't even know What's your favorite band? I don't know what Your favorite color is But damn you've got me In a vice grip Got me in a mindset Got me kinda lovesick Oh, let me not be in love Again Oh, tell me I'm not falling For a friend again I can't help myself Let's get out of here I want you by my side Not just in my head I wanna take you out Wanna see you dress I want you so close You can feel my breath Yeah, I'm looking at you But you'd never guess Maybe you would Do you see me too? I don't take hints well So if you do Just tell me Push me up against the wall And tell me You can feel it after all Oh, let me not be in love Again Oh, tell me I'm not falling For a friend again I can't help myself Let's get out of here Woah Oh, please be in love With me too Ooh Oh, please tell me That you're falling I can't get myself To tell you we should Get out of here
4.
sway 03:15
I couldn't do it by myself If I wanted to Don't feel a rhythm when They say "Bee, I love you" And I wish I could Show you inside She said "I hope you use this time To find closure And you can't let Your inhibitions take over" So I turned to myself and sighed There's a color here I've never seen before And if you listen close You can hear it in your heart I heard your call As you move Dancing to the beat Of the Earth and you And if you fall As you do I won't be the one To nurture you I never got to savor this But I won't let that hold me back I know there's resolution Hidden here somewhere But I can't find it So I'm just going nowhere And I Just want to be alright There's a color here I've never seen before And if you listen close You can hear it in your heart I heard your call As you move Dancing to the beat Of the Earth and you And if you fall As you do I won't be the one To nurture you I never got to savor this But I won't let that hold me back I never got to savor this (I heard your call) (I heard your call) (I heard your call) (I heard your call)
5.
Everything is as I see I can feel the earth shift around me as I speak (Hey, hey) You took the world away from me Will you have my back when it crumbles on my feet And I don't wanna be the guy Who has to start it But I'm not gonna let myself Become a target I know there's magic in the air And I know you can feel it there But I don't wanna disappear If I go Will you hold the fort down? Will we last if I'm not around? if I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next If I go Will you hold the fort down? 'cause I need some time to figure All my feelings out If I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next This is who I wanna be I don't wanna go But I got to leave It's just the way it has to be If I leave you hurt Out the blame on me And I don't wanna be the guy Who has to end it And I swear I will do my best To try and mend it I know there's magic in the air And I know you can feel it there But I don't wanna disappear (Can you show me how to grieve? Why am I always so naive? Should I bother to believe? Or is it better if I leave?) (Can you show me how to grieve? I can't breathe Why am I always so naive? It's just me Should I bother to believe? I can't see Or is it better if I leave?) (One, two, three, four) Can you show me where you go when the lights out Can you bring me to the place that you hide now Can you show me how to breathe 'Cause I'm not as strong as I used to be and You know I can hold the fort down But do you hold me close When you're running around Don't try to lie or deny it I know where you've been tonight So I'm asking you now If I go Will you hold the fort down? Will we last if I'm not around? if I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next If I go Will you hold the fort down? 'cause I need some time to figure All my feelings out If I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next Everything ain't as it seems Tried to change the world But the world changed me You left me bleeding on the floor Lying on the glass I can't do this anymore But there's a couple things About me that you'd better know That if I find a guy like you I'm never letting go I'll never leave Never cause you any harm And the only way I'll go Is if I die inside your arms If I go Will you hold the fort down? Will we last If I'm not around? If I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next If I go Will you hold the fort down? 'cause I need some time to figure All my feelings out If I go Will you hold your breath? I'll do the same 'til I see you next
6.
on tape 03:45
[You ever, like, have to do something even remotely confrontational and then your whole body just starts shaking?] Let's recall The silence of our kiss And worst of all You knew what silence is And what it means to me And how it makes me Breathe unevenly But did you even Know that about me? When I told you That I loved you I meant it And when you told me That you loved me You took the meaning And you bent it All in all I let go of my fear But let's recall The things that We did to get here 'Cause we were the frost That melts away When the ocean is burning down And lost Is everything That we once knew And now it's all It needs to be Just broken memories And stupid in-jokes I guess I do still Kinda miss those And when I told you That I missed you I faked And when you told me That you missed me too I knew that I was still addicted All in all I let go of my fear But let's recall That I'm not the reason We find ourselves here Oh, oh I'm not the reason You know we're the reason Don't you? Did I ever even know you? It's so nice Sitting in the light From the stars And the satellites Wonder if you're mine In a past or A second life Can I get there If I am patient? It's so nice Looking at a view of behind With my broken eyes But I have seen the sights Of a thousand other lives I got here 'cause I was patient All in all I let go of my fear But let's recall That I'm not the reason We find ourselves here Oh, I'm not the reason You know we're the reason Don't you? Did I ever even know you? It's so nice Sitting in the light From the stars And the satellites Wonder if you're mine In a past or A second life Can I get there If I am patient? It's so nice Looking at a view of behind With my broken eyes But I have seen the sights Of a thousand other lives I got here 'cause I was patient
7.
x2 dose 03:34
The broken glass From the microwave Is reflecting your glow tonight Your eyes are telling me That I'm alive I hope all these beautiful memories Aren't ruined by the clothes I'm wearing right now (Let your body eat you up) I did something wrong today And I meant it in the right way And I don't know how to say this In a polite way But I'm a lightweight And I overdose the truth If I had it my way I'd overdose on you I'd tell you what I hold back Every time I get close to you (Is it true or does it live In a daydream?) If I die tonight Can I lay my head down Knowing it was alright? Lesson learned Douleur I could never figure it out myself Maybe I'm the weakness Giving you hell Maybe I'm the void in your chest That you've been trying to fill And now we're breaking our hands Just to make it work I guess broken bones Are what we deserve And now I can't hold on 'Cause my grip is gone And all I'm left with Is silence in a daydream If I die tonight Can I lay my head down Knowing it was alright? Lesson learned Douleur Slow down I can feel your gaze Slipping through the cracks Along my skin as I Struggle to breathe Know now It takes a lot to walk away It takes a lot to be the change Every day If I die tonight Can I lay my head down Knowing it was alright? Lesson learned Douleur The broken glass From the microwave Is reflecting your glow tonight Your eyes are telling me That I'm alive
8.
I fell asleep With my head on your chest And if I knew that'd be the last time I would never have left and I'd never guess That the one on your bed was just a part of your ego Not a part of your head Oh how we danced When they broke up On the phone I was tired of affection being Passed on the side of the road And I couldn't know All the changes to come I wish I was realistic But I was too young I fell in love With your lust And your drug But they're one in the same When they both kill your lungs You call me names and You call me jaded Oh I'm more than a little frustrated I had a dream You were back in my room And I was happy to have had you But I knew that I didn't want to But I settled back Let my mind take the wheel If I avoided unreality I'd murder the real life I feel the difference When I wake up excited I can feel the distance In-between selfish greed And the want to be loved In the absence of green You call me names and You call me jaded Oh I'm more than a little frustrated (Oh I'm more than a little frustrated)
9.
gold medal 02:16
Does my outfit Make you want to Ask me a question Give me attention Uh Only you could cut the tension Only you could cut the tension Where's the dog at? Where's the dog at? (Screaming) Take it back down To the most basic level Now look at you You earned a gold medal You earned a new shiny gold one Hand it over And no one gets hurt I wanna steal your accomplishments You answer to my accomplices I got some big guns I got some big guns In the right hands I got some big guns I got some big guns In my red hands Does my face Match my mood? Does my mood Match my tone? Does my tone Match my face? No I look so incredibly Out of place Does my outfit Answer your question? What did you want to know In the first place? Gold medal You earned a new shiny gold one Hand it over And no one gets hurt I wanna steal your accomplishments You answer to my accomplices I got some big guns I got some big guns In the wrong hands I got some big guns I got some big guns In my red hands (Yeah you earned a gold medal) Yeah You earned a new shiny gold one Hand it over And no one gets hurt I wanna steal your accomplishments You answer to my accomplices I don't wanna do anything I just wanna reap I just wanna see And I just wanna sleep I just want results I don't wanna work You answer to my accomplices
10.
popstar blow me off wanna come to my show? well, i guess not and i thought i got caught under your inbox but now i think you hate my guts rockstar what the fuck? i just wanna be your friend am i cool enough? i just wanna pretend i can do it but i guess i'm the recluse i knew i was you're so superficial at least now i know i just wanna know why you never hit me back are you just too busy or is it something that i lack? i know i'm weird but i just wanted a fucking chance can't you just give me that? pop-tart popping up everywhere that i go yeah i've had enough never been a fan of strawberry syrup yeah you're not the first one i know you're nice to me but it's kinda mean when you're stringing me along is that wrong of me? am i nothing to you? you're everything to me you're so superficial at least now i finally know oh, surely you're tired of pretending to be friends is this forever? will this two-step ever end? will things get better if i ignore them forever? i wouldn't trust you if you said it would although i'm desperate if i lie to myself i'll go right back to that neighborhood when i close my eyelids i can still see violet yeah (i see silence beneath my eyelids) (oh, oh) (fighting, violence) (never in control) (i see silence beneath my eyelids) (oh, oh) (fighting, violence) (never in control)
11.
featherbrain 03:56
You say it's not you You say it's someone else But how do i know When it's coming out your mouth? You say she's got friends Yeah, people I don't know But her face is the one That waits for me to come home How do I know When it's really you? Will you tell me words That will make me fall In love with you? And I don't know What to think I don't know what to do That's when a teenage crush Gets a little bit ugly And I didn't give up 'Cause I knew that you loved me And that's all that mattered To me I thought I didn't know you before But now you've turned Into an alien Will you hunt me like a wolf Or pick at me like an avian? I can't believe what I see A person that looks just like you But doesn't know me She's looking at me Like I'm an alien I'm hard to displease Just treat me with respect Don't know what you don't get Is that stupid to expect? Just tell me what you want Just tell me what you're here for Is it anything more Than self destruction? Is it anything more Than acting out? I guess it is by now I can tell that You mean it now I thought I didn't know you before But now you've turned Into an alien Will you hunt me like a wolf Or pick at me like an avian? I can't believe what I see A person that looks just like you And does bad things Somehow I'm the one Who's the alien Yeah I thought I didn't know you before But now you've turned Into an alien Baby, would you Hunt me like a wolf Or pick at me like an avian? I can't believe what I've seen Somebody that looks just like you Still scares me And I feel like I'm an alien
12.
jacqueline 03:28
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14.
I don't know how you sleep at night Can you teach me? I can't keep living like this I know somethings gotta change I've been like this for years And now I'm feeling kinda strange I feel it catching up to me I think I'm gonna die It's been so long since I could Stay asleep through the night
15.
I see banshees in the night All they wanna do is fight Like it's so black and white There's warmer tones From the candlelight Beware the Fahrenheit It darkens you like A day to night Beware the Fahrenheit Beware the Fahrenheit It's a parasite Don't leave me on my own I can't make it out alone I just need a new home I cannot believe This is your mission I'm just a pet that You keep in your room You give me love And you give me food Never let my collar be removed I don't even know what I would do I'm just a pet that You keep in your room You give me love And you keep me groomed Don't know what to do When you set me loose Don't know any other life But you I'm just a pet that You keep in your room You give me love And you keep me groomed Don't know what to do When you set me loose Don't know any other life But you You've fallen in your own trap You've fallen in your own trap Haven't you? I know you're on your own track But now I need my life back I watched you turn Into a whole other person I know that's your problem I know that it worsened Where do you go? I'm sick of the silence I just want to know you I just want inside But you need my warmth More than I need your violence I wanted it to die Let that sink it (Oh, don't leave me on my own) I know there's something Left for you (I can't make it out alone) I know there's something Out there for you (Don't leave me on my own) I know there's something Left for you (I can't make it out alone) I know there's something Out there for you
16.
There's something dangerous in the corner of the room And I'm trying to pretend it's not there I'm not sure what it is but it's definitely dangerous I don't wanna get too close to it In case it's something that could hurt me But maybe it wants to love me Maybe it needs something safe, like me And when you took me to the place you hid You erased the line between my ego and id (Oh, oh) And though you left a hole in my chest I still wish you the best Even though it might be full of venom Whether it wants to harm me or not, I'm still gonna be careful around it After all, it's clearly dangerous And I can't help but wonder if Maybe we could be friends, Even though we're both dangerous And at night I wander my hometown And I hide in the fort as it crumbles down And at night I wander my hometown And I wait in the fort until you come around And now I'm lying in bed at 3:00AM all alone And I know you're awake too, because you never sleep And recently? Neither do I Because I'm waiting for you to open the door and lie down next to me But your side of the bed is just gonna remain cold While I think of ways to distract myself From the way you used to LIE with your head on my chest Looking me in the eye, and I believed you every time Like a goddamn idiot But even so I guess I still can't bring myself to hate you Or, I don't know, maybe Because we're the same, that we couldn't be friends We're too dangerous for each other, and It's always the ones that are most alike That end up destroying each other like that God damn Why should I compete if I can't win? You dragged me down to hell and made me promise not to sin I shut off my emotions just to act like it's okay Yeah I'm dying on the floor right now but you just look away I gave you everything I had to give And you just watched my body rot You never let me live I promised through the darker nights that I would always stay When all was said and done I had to watch you walk away (When all was said and done I had to watch you walk away) So if you're just gonna leave me for dead You better spit it out and say it with your chest You know I tried to live a lie for you So there's nothing left that I could give or do And at night I wander my hometown And I hide in the fort as it crumbles down And at night I wander my hometown And I wait in the fort until you come around If you don't want something, don't take it If you don't want the answers to questions that are hard, Don't ask the, Don't preach change and do nothing to obtain it Nothing's more frustrating than a gun with no bang It's so obvious Don't take what you don't want from us Just talk me out You're not gonna start using your hands now, Are you? (I know there's nothing left for you) You're not gonna start using your hands now Are you? And I still loved you 'Til the very last second Can you say the same?
17.
I think I get it a little better now I've had some time to myself I thought I'd wanna write a letter now I don't think I will I don't understand where the barrier lies Between my advances or deep in your eyes? I thought I'd long for it I have some more to think about now Now that I've been up and around I thought I'd be a mess without it now I don't think I am I don't understand where the barrier lies Do I miss you somewhere deeper inside? I thought I'd long for it But I don't But I don't But I don't But I don't Oh, darling You're my best friend I've been thinking some things That you should know about I don't know how tight my chest should be When you turn away from me Oh, no I don't But I don't But I don't I don't A damaged response To a call from a wrong intention It deafened you once But you let it consume your essence A damaged response To a call of the wrong intentions It deafened you once But you let it consume you Let it consume you I will make it work I will make it change I will make it work The fog that I'm used to Obscures my perspective In places unknown I see the shimmer And often I falter At non-fiction manifested Because the ethos is too strong to kill
18.
ceviche 03:42
I tried ceviche And I didn't like it The texture was dreadful The flavor was toxic And maybe it was just The way that I had it I won't swear it off But it won't be a habit (Ooh, ooh) I tried falafel And I was in love But I got it somewhere I don't know the name of I knew it at one point It rang with your smile But now I don't go there 'Cause it's a reminder I'll never wander past the palisades I wanna stay behind the barricades I never want to try anything So I'll just stay here So I'll just stay here New Year's Eve Laying on your trampoline Singing and stargazing Bring in the new year Oh, it's New Year's Eve 2017 I was smiling How could I smile then? I'll never wander past the palisades I wanna stay behind the barricades I never want to try anything So I'll just stay here Right here in my head forever New Year's Eve Laying on your trampoline Singing and stargazing Bring in the new year Oh, it's New Year's Eve 2017 I was smiling How could I smile then?
19.
You can't get any sympathy If you don't work hard for it You gotta make yourself look like a victim Make yourself look desperate And I'm so sick of it And you look like a hypocrite You're a goddamn ricochet Piercing holes inside my brain And I never said it was (And I never said it was) Okay, but I said it was I know You're so charming, elegant You know just what to say You're a master of the art You know exactly what to feign And I think you're cool Like everyone else But you're a user And I can tell You only wanna talk about yourself And I never said it was (And I never said it was) Okay, but I said it was I know It's my fault But I never said it wasn't But I never said it wasn't You can fool everyone but me But I don't really care Sucks that I'm someone Who sees what's going on here, though Why are you such a flake And you're always late And you never seem to care? Tell me, do you think this is fair? And I never said it was (And I never said it was) Okay, but I said it was I know It's my fault But I never said it wasn't But I never said it wasn't Oh, superficial boy Looking at the mirror all the time One day we'll be gone But you'll never see You're staring at your reflection And I never said it was (And I never said it was) Okay, but I said it was Ahh! Superficial boy Looking at the mirror all the time One day we'll be gone And you'll never notice 'Cause you never looked up From staring at your reflection You can't get any sympathy If you don't work hard for it You're so charming, elegant You know just what to say You can fool everyone but me But I don't really care Oh, superficial boy
20.
sleep 03:09
You can make the world stop You can make everything fall into place I wish that the world stopped I wish that everything that I could say Was just another crosshair Into the depth of understanding I wish I were a crosshair I feel like I'm dying I definitely am but I don't know how quickly But it's multiplying If it's all over Will you go with me? I knew someone before you I knew someone and they left me a nosebleed I wish I were before you When trauma goes to sleep I hope it's dreaming of sweet things Laying its head down comfortably Oh, how it humbles us all And when you wake It'll be all the same But when you sleep You're just as clueless as me For a second You could make the world stop You can make everything fall into place I wish that the world stopped I wish that everything that I could say Was just another crosshair Into the depth of understanding I wish I were a crosshair I feel like I'm dying I definitely am but I don't know how quickly But it's multiplying If it's all over Will you go with me? I knew someone before you I knew someone and they left me a nosebleed I wish I were before you When trauma goes to sleep I hope it's dreaming of sweet things Laying its head down comfortably Oh, how it humbles us all And when you wake It'll be all the same But when you sleep You're just as clueless as me Oh, you're just as clueless as me Woah ohh You're just as clueless as me For a second (For a second)
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the killer 02:14
I see them walking I see them walking and I hate it Oh, why are they laughing? What are they talking about? They're staring at me I bet they can read my manifesto They see it in my walk And the way that I talk, and Oh, I should be separated From all of these prey Of which I am the killer Oh, I should be separated From all of these prey Of which I am the killer A feeling, a wisp A whisper, a hint A breath, a wink A turn of the eye A feeling, a wisp A whisper, a hint A breath, a wink A turn of the eye Where am I going? Where am I going on this weekday? Don't I have engagements? I wouldn't agree to any anyway A breakdown and a gun are The only things keeping me from stardom A breakdown and a gun are The only things in the way Oh, I should be separated From all of these prey Of which I am the killer Oh, I should be separated From all of these prey Of which I am the killer A feeling, a wisp A whisper, a hint A breath, a wink A turn of the eye A feeling, a wisp A whisper, a hint A breath, a wink A turn of the eye
22.
I fade out of focus sometimes And I can't bring it back down I've seen things I wish I did not And I can't go back to that town I see now A lighthouse Do you recognize your name In the flashing of the beacon? In the Morse code? One day I'll be out of references to make But I'll see the cutting in the trees I'll burn instax pictures while The flashlight's calling out to me One day I'll feel tired of The spite engulfing me It's no longer an annoyance Now it's a part of me Sometimes I feel Like stability is a fantasy I'm still haunted by the things I did in reality I see now A lighthouse Do you recognize your name In the flashing of the beacon? In the Morse code? I see now A safehouse Do you see me in the shadows? In the flicker of the candle In the signals from the smoke Oh, I call out to the lover From a liar's ethos And I beg now for an answer But that's not for me to know I'm a lover fallen under The tides of shutting you now I thought it'd be different now Oh, I call out to another From a desperate ether And I beg for something more But I guess I'll never know I'm a lover to discover All about this endless beacon That encodes the question (As much as the answers)
23.
Can we take the long way home? I don't wanna pay attention Can we stop and sit and smoke I'm desperate for a distraction Do you also feel undone? Now I fear anyone Who seems to understand the mantra And it goes Peace and love and happiness Doesn't really mean shit When you don't practice it When you just hold it in Peace and love and happiness Doesn't really mean shit When you don't practice it When you just hold it in And God, the world's so loud nowadays But things could quiet down If we just figure it out Like we always do Did you take the wrong way home? I know you wanted something That made you feel a little less alone And not surrounded by nothing I project myself on you 'Cause you're the only wall in this room Without a window with a view Yeah, it goes Peace and love and happiness Doesn't really mean shit When you don't practice it When you just hold it in Peace and love and happiness Doesn't really mean shit When you don't practice it When you just hold it in And God, the world's so loud nowadays But things could quiet down If we just figure it out Like we always do Like we always will Like we promised to each other When we loitered on the treadmill Look how that turned out Are you happier now? Do you think if you were honest When you should have been Things would be different? Peace and love and happiness Doesn't really mean shit When you don't practice it When you just hold it in Peace and love and happiness Doesn't really mean shit When you don't practice it When you just hold it in You kissed me I called you a nickname then You turned to me and said, "Don't call me that right now" As I'm leaving your life And your house It was muscle memory to adore you I don't think it hit me yet One year came and it went Oh, it's already April 10th Counting down to the midnight you left Yes, yes, yes, yes Yes, yes, yes, yes Yes, yes, yes, yes Yes, yes, yes, yes Yes, yes, yes, yes Yes, yes, yes, yes Yes, yes, yes, yes Yes I destroyed the pictures That I kept up on my closet door Of us, the last time we were happy I tried to wear the necklace on my chest But it was too much So I threw it in the trash And I didn't take it back (Texas) (Texas) (Texas) (Texas) (Hi) (Hi! Texas) (Texas, baby!) (The-) (Something Mumford this way Sons) (What?!) (What?)

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